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lord am i selfish? i am human and i want to act like i am made too. sometimes that creates a problem with the eve you gave me. i don't understand like i should, but i want too. i want to be one flesh in everyway, but its had for her sometimes. the people who you gave her too in the beginning damaged her, and now you entrusted me to help you rebuild her. i don't know how to do it because i myself am broken. give me the strength to fight with all i have the devil and all that he tries to throw at her. you gave her talents that some my only dream of having. thankyou. help me to encourage her and to love her with all i have. thankyou lord.

Trying

I don't know. I guess I'm not sitting in the chair enough, or maybe i'm just messing up too much. I don't know at all. I'm just confused about what is asked of me. I do the best that I know how, and I still come up short. So guess my resolution needs to be to stop taking things personal, and work a little harder, and get a little thicker skin, and put my head down and take the charge the last few yards. It seems like alot of work. I don't like work. I don't think its fair to work all the freakin time to provide, and then have to work when I come home to keep the peace, or make my wife happy. BUT every old person told me that it was alot of work to be married. Crap...Lord help me.

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

My motto