Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Dealing with the yesterdays past, in todays future.


This sucks alot! I told courtni yesterday about somethings that I had never told anyone. I have been to a few shrinks, and have talked to countless people who I trusted. BUT with all that said I have never told anyone about this. Its darker then my deepest secret, and more hurts more then anything anyone could understand. I am a man, I AM a MAN! There is nothing that anyone could do to take that from me. I have not delt with this in...well actually never. I have never delt with this, and it really hurts now that I have too. I need to. I have no choice but too. There is nothing that ANYONE can do to make me less of a man, or take my manhood! I hate you!

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