Death to self

OK... Don't ask me why, but this whole wedding thing has really got me on somekind wierd stuff. I have had a ton of different thoughts and feelings that I don't normally have. But the lord has used it to show me that I am selfish. I grew up an only child, so I am not used to sharing anything at all. I don't have a problem "sharing", but I have a issue when things don't go my way or how I feel they should go. My wonderful wife is so busy, and I mean busy. She runs like a chicken all day, goes to school, work, and still does all this planning, and then her retarded behind stays up till all hours of the morning, and wonders why she is tired. But she is busy. I hate sharing her with anyone, and right now I don't feel like I should have too. But she is a hurting person and I put my feeling ahead of hers way too many times, and make something that has nothing to do with me, about me. That is not true, immature, and in all reality, not cool. I want to be there for her in her times of need, instead of making an issue about me. AND the Funny thing is, if I help her through her time of need, then she learns she can depend on me, which makes us both happy. So instead of me being immature, I can give her what she needs, wants, and what she is longing for...someone to trust, lean on, and depend on. I want to be her all..so bad! SOOO BAD! I'm tired of her not trusting me, and keeping it in. We are 3 days from getting married, and I want to make sure that I am there for her in a way that tells here that I am there for her no matter what for the rest of her life, and that this is the best day ever for her. I know that I will see something that I won't like or she might snap at me, but only out of stress and frustration, but I need to put self aside and give this wonderful woman the best Day of HER ENTIRE LIFE! SO HELP ME GOD!